I've found a friend who died for me

another boring day wifout much progress.. feeling blue n nothing much happened todae.. busy wif openhouse stuff.. so much ting to do, but so little time.. tink of it, kinda regretted joining council liao.. seems to lose the purpose of joining it.. wad we swore hard to work for during investiture has becum meaningless n seems impossible to achieve.. mayb im too pessimistic.. or mayb my passion for council hav burnout after working so intense for months.. tinking how helpless i am during tat time when CCAs were suggested to b disbanded n unable to stand out to fight for my fellow friendz juz becoz not to tarnish the name of council has left me feeling so guilty even until now.. wonder if i could still work on wif great passion n enthu in future wif council endless duties n responsibilities..

thought of her again.. had been tinking alot for the past few daes since i came back from the council cum class chalet.. wad lixin said made alot of sense, but i juz dun wanna tink n believe.. juz in case of harbouring too much high hopes.. no matter wad, all i could reali do is to stand from a distance n look at her.. broken heart..