its been really long time since i last blog.. like always, many things happened.. well, so ar pleasant, some ar not..
more into the happier events.. i got my sliver wings.. completed my basic airborn jump.. kinda proud of it.. has been a personal achievement.. completed all the local outfields in singapore liao.. so means no more outfield for a while..
to think of it, i cant really recall much happy events.. hmmm..
oh well, as for the not so happy ones.. dad is undergoing treatment now.. doctor siad there is a blood clot in his brain, n it is affecting his vision now.. dad said he is having double vision now.. though doc recommend operation, success rate is only 30%.. as it is refering to the success of removing the clot or something else, i dun wan to noe.. juz tat, dad had already made up his mind not to go opt.. dunno, but im kinda against his decision.. coz by not removing the clot n leaving it in the head, its like a time bomb.. might juz burst one day.. after effects are either getting stroke or death.. hmmm.. he currently undergoing therapy with the chinese doc instead now.. he said tat recent brain scan shows tat the clot is getting bigger, maybe probably due to the postive result of the chinese medical work tat the clot is dispersing (which made it looked big).. whatever the case, i can only wait for the next scan to see if it really works..
have been giving some thoughts.. what if something really happen to dad.. got to take the responsibility of a man in the family.. mum is falling sick too lately.. guess its because of dad's health.. hopefully she is taking good care of herself ya.. got to start watching my expenditure n begin saving, got to fine some way to rely less financially on my parents..
well, melissa n charmaine have left overseas to study.. swiss n us respectively.. soon ying will be going to aus next yr.. mayb for melvin too.. wish i could finish my ns quickly n continue to pursue my education quickly.. think i will take part time while during to reduce the load of my parents supporting my studies..
going to bruei for oversea training in abt 2 weeks time.. its going to be 3 weeks long training.. heard many things abt the condition there.. well, gonna give it a shot no matter wad.. red beret presentation going to come in less than 2 months.. something to look forward too.. hmmm.. at least some motivation to look forward to..
birthday come sat if im not wrong.. but kinda not in the right mood to celebrate.. feeling pretty low at the moment.. but still there always something to look forward to in life.. juz tat if u see it only..
just a small glimp of light will be sufficient
