I've found a friend who died for me

common test started.. guess its no time to fool around, yet im still slacking veri badly.. muz make gd use of my time ya.. haiz.. still veri packed wif duties and responsibilities.. hmmm, when will they end??

orientation2 juz ended.. means tat JAE has officially started.. my role as clan master has already ended long ago.. orientation2 remind me of the fun times i had wif the ogls.. yep, i hope we now look at one another not as clanmaster-ogls relationship, but as a friend.. stood back in sch after the the road run event for orientation2 finale.. road run was horrible.. got stiches while running.. haha.. same for rest of the class guys except zhisen.. so paisae.. the class gals were cheering for me opposite the cannal.. owens is a wonderful hse.. almost everyone cheered n play their part.. a veri promising hse in future..

didt do much for orientation2 finale.. tink that orientation1 is still better though the ogls n o2 members of orientation2 put in alot effort.. dunno y.. juz lack of the groove to make me dance tat nite.. gathered wif the nootka ogls.. yep, had dinner together.. later went to chat wif shahrin n caixiang.. had a gd time.. we were tolking how we were "conned" abt wad jc life all abt.. orientation sure can be veri misleading, esp when it is a gd one.. j1 still expects alot from the j2 ogls after orientation, tinking they can still constantly maintain the same mood presented during orientation itself.. guess tat j1 ogls for orientation2 will understand how we feel.. yep, everyone was asked to pack up and leave after finale, we continue to stay in pj locker area to chit chat wif the ogls.. its seem tat we all prefer few n simple activities compared to heavy n intensive activities.. juz like siting around n chatting can keep us entertained for hrs.. chat till eleven.. i still can see tat the bonds btw the nootka ppl, j1 and j2, still exists.. haha.. we were the only o1 clan tat cheered together during the finale.. good ya..

went to songhoe hse to stay over the nite.. reali enjoyed songhoe n his family's warm treatment.. his mum is veri understanding.. during my stay in his hse, i too realised many tings.. songhoe is truly a veri devoted buddist..though im not a buddist, i can see tat he reali put in his heart into his religon.. unlike me, i felt quite ashamed.. i juz dunno y.. the reglion im following for the past 17 yrs starting to stray from me.. i felt veri lost n helpless.. i dun spend much time in church or wif my church friends.. still, i hav to decide for myslef the road i wan to follow..

had gp n math paper already.. both are quite do-able (i tink) hopefully i will do well for the rest.. tis common test will help me judge my standard for now.. veri soon prelims n A lvl itself will cum.. time is indeed running run.. tinking of A lvl always remind me of gradnite.. still in the process of planning.. confirm is swiss-hotel.. wonder how will the sch response to the change in choice.. all thx to mrs tan' policy of having for full attendance of teachers for gradnite, we cant choose ritz carlton.. but still, after some quiet thoughts over the past few weeks, i start to see her rationale behind her action.. teachers do play a veri big role in our life in jc.. its naturally tat they should be involved in gradenite to celebrate thegraduation of their students.. olso, i realised tat ritz is too ex for many student though many voted it as the preferred choice.. yep, gradenite should be a event where everyone could participate as much as possible, and not to be affected by the money issue.. going to swiss hotel tis wed to take a look at the ballroom.. heard tat the hotel is quite classy.. hopefully it lives up to its expectation..

during tis period of times, i saw many different ppl showing every version of themselves, often ugly.. haha.. no one is perfect ya.. so great deal of tolerance and patience are needed.. kk.. time to end blogging for tis episode.. so stay tuned ya!!!