I've found a friend who died for me

finally friday has arrived.. now is 11.55pm.. abit more den 12 liao.. haiz.. its seems tat holidae passes so fast.. need a longer break lor.. sch is now all abt mugging n eating, eating n mugging.. no wonder ppl get fat so fast in jc.. no time to play sport or excerise.. sian diao.. realli cherish the time used to had in j1.. life was so much slower and lighter in a way.. so lesson learned: make gd use of wad u own and possess

yesterday was the longest sch dae in the week.. end at 5pm.. still, i enjoy myself totally.. the week was in a way well past.. so far doing gd for everyting except econ.. like a vicious cycle.. when i do well for econ, i cant manage math n phy.. when i try to focus in math, phy n econ turn bad.. veri sianz.. muz constantly stay consistent, if not will fall behind.. the flaw of singapore edu: exam based system (learn it from GP) Pe was ok as normal.. the prob is tat songhoe n rui rong forgot to bring their pe shorts.. i hav no choice but to wear the smaller (and shorter) short instead to lend the other pe short i intend to wear (which is longer) running was horrible.. esp when i tried to spring in the last lap.. the short practically went "whoosh!!" its juz got higher n higher.. veri sexy.. den pe shirt also veri long, like i never wear shorts.. super gay

went out wif edmund, hanzhong, weili n limhan to suki sushi at cine.. had a gd tolk.. seems quite long since we last chatted.. hmmm.. we were still close together after all.. juz tat maybe im not spending enough time wif them.. after tat, hav to go for nootka ogl outing.. onli quite a few went coz was organised pretty last min.. response not bad though.. we all crapped lots of rubbish again and enjoyed the whole session.. miss the time we had together during orientation again.. haiz..

celebrated my dad birthday too.. though i tink tat we were not veri close, i can reali feel tat he cares abt me alot.. juz tat sometimes i get to hot-headed and ignore his advices.. we dun tolk to one another often too.. the only time we reali "chat" is on the way u send me to sch.. i bet i disappoint u lots of times.. im sry dad.. super useless.. ohh.. btw happy birthdae and thx alot ya.. :)

world wifout strangers.. hmmm.. a veri gd phrase.. in tis world, we constanly depend on one another for support and attention.. guess tat why God created me and u.. hav struggling within me.. working hard to stay cheerful n optimistic.. do feel much more happy now, but at the same time abit fake.. mayb still trying to get use to it.. hav been too serious or moody during j1.. im going to treasure my remaining time in pj n noe as many j2s as possible.. response for gradnite is wonderful.. abt 59 tables already.. heard tat more ar still cuming in tml.. tink is going to be the highest gradnite turnout rate in pj history.. going to make tis gradnite a blast, so tat not to disappoint fellow collegemates.. yar, our gradnite.. we hav to work for it.. (:

friendz will catch u when u falls.. ppl cum n go in ur life.. but every single one has a meaningful impact in my life, though some u might wish tat u never noe them.. at least we acknowledge their presence.. tis means we care in a certian way.. every single action made by us will definately affects someone around us, directly n indirectly.. juz read a book: the 5 people u meet in heaven.. a wonderful book.. i dun reali like reading.. but tis book manage to catch my attention and i finished it within 3hrs.. learned alot from it.. n it kept me tinking.. i wonder who will i meet in heaven, how will heaven like.. reali lots to ponder on and makes me reflect on my past actions and thoughts.. veri ashamed of myself.. used to contain lots of hatre in me.. no trust in anyone, including my parents.. anti-social and unfriendly.. haiz.. wasted few yrsof my life.. gona leave them behind to start over again.. noe its gona b a long process, but i shall try to hold on ya.. (:

ohh.. if u all tink tat im dao-ing everyone, pls forgive me ya.. had some hearing prob since young.. mayb too close to tv in the past.. the sound blasted my ears.. so cant reali hear veri clearly.. so yar, pls understand.. olso develop a habit of look at the ground while i walk, so might not notice or aware wad happening around me.. so yar.. will try my best (:

k.. got TONS of hw to do.. hate holidaes.. sch always abuse them.. mayb coz we did quite badly for common test too.. hmmm.. will work hard to do well for A lvl.. dun wan to hav any regret in the end..