I've found a friend who died for me

many tings happened tis week.. n dere i go tinking again.. dere ar juz so much tings to tink abt.. take it as a form of practice to trian my brain.. hmmm.. all the results ar out fer common test.. did quite average, but veri disappointed.. esp phy.. the whole cohort didt do well either.. tink tat the papers ar tough, but tis shouldt be the excuse for no doing well.. all i hav to say is to blame myself for the lack of self-discipline.. err.. i wasnt realli studying during the sch holi break.. n was still playing during the common test week.. juz not in the rite mood for common test.. promos juz ended abt few months ago.. yet the sch said tat common test is more impt tat promos.. wad the heck la.. gave everyting for promos.. or is it juz my attitude??

tolking abt attitude, our sub tutors were all veri disappointed wif our result.. many failed quite badly.. so some reason, my result is considered acceptable in comparision to others.. cant imgaine howz will we fare against other colleges.. one ting for sure, our class definately enjoy ourself in lesson.. but we were juz too slack.. some were too tense up.. after watching kailing break down in class on fri, i tink tat we ar still do not understand one another well enough.. some of my friendz mug their way through, but still not gd enough.. mayb the phrase ur best is not good enough reali applys.. ms kat was olso veri disappointed in our econ grade.. i do reali admire her alot.. esp the way she teaches us.. she told we got Aplitude but lack of enough Attitude.. den i went huh?? Amplitude?? den songhoe, zhisen n garerern stared at me.. -___-ok.. Aplitude, i confirmed.. so yar, to obtain the best in everyting, aplitude n attitude cums in..

had the j1 dialogue on thur n j2 on fri.. the j1 dialogue was ok for me.. the mood wasnt tat high though.. guess tat the orientation mood is fading away in the j1s.. seems like a vicious cycle.. it happened to us, n now to the j1s.. watever.. when will tis ends?? council wasnt veri prepared for the dialogue i tink.. there was alot of transition prob btw coms.. kayda said tat i look veri funny.. errm.. no comment fer tat.. as for the j2 diaologue.. i will say the response is quite gd from the st assembly grp.. the whole assembly grp joined in wif the discussion when the topic on gradnite was presented by me n joseph.. they took were ok wif swissotel, which is gd.. i thought tat they would not want to switch form ritz carlton or fullerton to swissotel.. all thx for laiyan, lishi n khalis for the wonderful picz they taken so tat a short video clip could be made to impress the j2s.. n lishi for doing the ppt slide.. i luv the 1st assembly to the core.. we had so much fun together laughing as a whole lt together.. the QnA session was veri entertaining too.. n yar the NS.. lol..juz wan to sae they rockz.. the 2nd one is so much quieter.. yep tat for tat..

so far im joining the hi-5 and yenshuang for gradnite in one table.. tinking of asking garerern n songhoe to join along.. hmmm.. wonder who will be the suitable dance partner if the idea of having a dance partner for gradnite is approve.. nevertheless, juz take one step at a time.. kk tml another sch week starts again.. time to stay studious.. hmm, still trying to be more vocal ya.. juz hope dun frighten u ppl.. (: