I've found a friend who died for me

fridae is cuming, n tis means trouble.. gp paper on fri.. sch seems to take the mid-yr pretty serious.. afriad tat might screwed up my papers.. haiz.. didt study much too.. hav been a bad term for me.. unable to find the motivational energy to leave home, let alone to study.. though pretty lucky tat recent tests did pretty well, sheer luck is insufficient.. never believe luck exists anywae.. A-lvl is to big to joke abt.. juz hav to find some wae to focus in my study..

been feeling restless lately, super sian.. hav been inattentive to my surrounding ppl.. get veri vexed easily.. mayb too many irritating ppl around.. mouths ranting non-stop.. wth lar.. sleepy too.. the orientation prob cuming back again.. starting to slp in class n lectures again.. the more i slp , the more tire i get..

ohh.. got my atm recently, didt noe tat it could be applied within 5mins and i had be wanting to get it for abt 5months.. hmmm.. wonder how to use it.. shall i spend it on hi-5 1st or the nootka ogls outing at esplanade??? wateva the case, hav to manage myself.. tink i hav to be more responsible in my money.. starting a junior saving account, saving $20 a week.. tis wae my bank account wun go burst like my frienx..

came back from the council elect camp last sun.. hav to admit tat the 7th elects ar not veri active in some wae.. majority ar quite passive.. hoping more could impress me.. dere one tat caught my attention : nicolas i tink.. strong leadership.. can be reckless, but i tink becoz he wans to stand up n help the rest sincerely.. fauiza too i tink.. not bad fer 7th council.. even shee kwan impresses me too.. thought he is juz loud, but could be a gd worker too.. great to be in gradnite :) 6th council is considered to step down unofficially, but the gradnite still got lot of stuff to settle..

tink tis june holidae is going to be a veri tough n long one.. cant affort to be distracted.. gonna stay away some of u ppl for the time being.. haiz.. starting to tink of u again... still bringing colours to my life.........