abt 3 more weeks to my enlistment date and im still not doing much of training.. gonna suffer ns.. always wanted to exercise, yet stood at home and played game instead.. it really going to be my undoing
have been going out alot recently with my churchmates.. dunno is it becoz everyone else ar busy.. but no matter what, i hav gave alot of thoughts into this.. i muz set my piorities right.. indeed, these are the only ppl i truly enjoyed with.. no worries, no stress, no voice raised, nothing.. juz fun, with everyone sharing everything purely from the heart.. conversations tat bond us together, like we used to when we were young.. guess we ar changing too fast.. so fast tat we even couldt remember we once attended lessons together, attended camps, fought with one another, ate together.. we grew up in such an environment.. now, all of us walked a different path, forgotten how we endured those times..
and we still hold on firmly to that special friendship that follows us in both times of good n bad.. tat's why we ar working to re-establish those ties we lost in the process when we walked alone.. im sry for walking out on u ppl when i began a whole new life in jc.. im sry for forgetting the moments we enjoyed in the past.. n becoz of all these "sorries", we distanced one another for a period of time, a time long enough to forget tat friendship we held.. im so grateful that we ar coming together again to relive those times.. give thankz..
hav a dance performance on christmas night.. yet wasnt practising enough.. hav to buck up wif the rest of the dance crews too.. mr ling's wedding is on 27th.. im not sure if the class has prepared anything for him.. not cheap to invite the whole class for his wedding.. he has been a great form teacher.. was our math tcher last yr, n both math n form tcher tis yr.. i guess the whole class sees tat he changes over the yr, from being a veri inflexible person to a open and expressive tcher.. got a wonderful pick, his wife is veri pretty.. ha, do wish the best for both of them..
hmmm, nootka outing on 26th of dec.. a veri meaningful day coz it will be exactly one yr from where nootka gathered n formed.. time truly flies n we hav graduated.. hopefully everyone made gd use of this final gathering we are having coz we ar unlikely to gather again for a common purpose.. we all... walked a different path..
leeches leech on to ppl very tightly, bring problem to others for their own needs.. uninvited, yet still persisting.. likewise for ppl, nothing but irritating.. stop acting pitful n try to gain sympathy.. u ppl out there know who im refering to so no use acting dumb.. pray that i dun take any action to bring u down.. its not im taking action, juZ that because u ar lucky coz u haven seen my true colour.. dun act as if u noe me so well when even my parents n sister dun..better watch ur back..
...a world to escape from...
