I've found a friend who died for me

In abt 2 hrs time, im gonna start on my last paper.. Prepared yet not confident cause it is not one of my strongest topic.. Just gonna go in n give me best and not going to think abt it after that.. Looking forward to my well deserved long break (:

I cant believe i managed to mug n stayed disciplined throughout the past one month..Have been crazy.. i had actually set the record of walking less than 100m a day for myself.. cereal munching.. Constant mugging in room alone, my gr almost away somewhere with someone out there.. actually, i think i should have just go on with my application for single room.. its like though we are staying in a double room, we (or me) are living the life of a single room.. Of coz, staying in double got its perks.. sometimes we talk abt personal stuff and motivate one another when we are down, practice dance steps in room or work out together.. Just that, ever since the start of this sem, the amount of time we spent together in room was so much lesser as compared to previous sem.. i dun blame him, he got his obligations.. lol, i sounded as if im very possessive!!!

wadever the case, im gonna stick with the choice i made.. i might not even continue to stay on in hall in yr 3 since i will be away for exchange n IA.. Argh.. wadever la, one step at a time..

had dinner with dad on sun night.. cant stop smiling whenever i looked at his eyebrow.. a part of it was cut away by mum accidentally when she trimmed his hair.. till now haven grow back.. guess there is something cute abt my dad.. it was nice of him to ask me out for dinner.. in fact, mum scolded him when he wanted to bring me to imm for a chill n walk session..i believe he is trying to reach out to us.. n i myself, should do so too, open up my heart to him.. felt kinda bad that i didnt really share much whenever he asked me abt my personal life or so.. i need to be more sensitive towards his feelings..

Worship leader for this sun.. hope the choice of songs selected suit the sermon and message that the pastor and God wanted to convey.. im not goonna focus too much on myself but on the worship and leading the whole congregation to prepared them for the Words.. pray that the Lord will guide His servant..

Gonna focus for the next 1 last hr n enter the battlefield..

Can't resist smiling.. Kimi ni Todoke

Friendships in hall are so superficial and fake.. People that you thought u can rely the most are the one that disappoint the most.. Indeed, hall in just a hotel and not a home, just simply a roof and wall to me.. People that you can rely on are brothers and sisters in Church, and friends that truly went through thick and thin with u, like cj xin mel ying etc.. though we might not meet up much or even talk regularly, whenever we do really meet up, we can converse as though we just met yesterday.. Not like hall, though u see each other everyday, u put up a mask and be a hypocrite.. Yes, hall life is indeed fun, but at times, it's just disappointing and laughable.. "Friends" made in hall really do stay within the hall.. Literally stay..

3 more days to end of exam.. There is so much i want to do.. Learn cooking from Cora, guitar, work out, clear my piles of games tat i stacked in a corner, my walk with God, spend more time with mum, dad n sis, and probably work.. Before all these, mambo rambo will come first..

A new step into the future and past be forgotten