I've found a friend who died for me

이선희 [Lee Seon-Heui] – 여우 비 (Yeo-u Bi/Fox Rain) from My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho

TRANSLATION

I still don’t understand love
So I can’t get any closer
But why does my foolish heart keep pounding?
I’m haunted by you again and again
I just can’t get away
This hopeless love
Hurts my heart so much
Going from day to night
You’re all I think about
Being so pitiful and silly
What should I do?
The heart follows love
What am I going to do?
This hopeless love
Hurts my heart so much
Going from day to night
You’re all I think about
Being so pitiful and silly
What should I do?
The day when my pain fades away
Will that day ever come?
Being so pitiful and silly
What can I do after all?
The moonlight is so beautiful
I just can’t get away
Let me lie down by your side for a moment
A moment, just a moment

Being so pitiful and silly. What am I going to do? Just a moment, its only a dream right?

If we continue to see each other as "2nd", what the whole point getting together in the 1st place? Am I not worthy enough?

Somebody to Love by Big Bang

Somebody to love.
Can you hear me?
I want somebody to love.
Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

I’ve been waiting for today.
I’ve kept thinking about it.
We’ve had so many hard times throughout this relationship, girl.
How many time have we crossed paths?
Falling for you every time.
I just can’t figure these things out at all, what should I do?
So, you still don’t know me well?
Excuse me, miss.
If you’re still not sure about this, then,
I’ve got you, babe.
I’m gonna protect my girl, don’t doubt.
Don’t try testing my love right now, girl.
I’m different from other guys.
I know what you’re wanting right now, girl!

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

I can’t get over last night,
Your beauty held me so tight.
(Just two of us.)
Not enough, tell me what’s wrong with you, girl.
I’ll listen to it all, everything that you want to say, captain.
Take my hand.
Be my angel.
Ring my bell.

The feeling inside my heart is making its’ way to you.
As I close my eyes and sit, I’m being driven over.
Tik, tik, tok, Time will never stop for us.
Don’t stop.
Don’t be afraid, open your heart up.
Make it bounce, make it bounce, make it bounce.

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody to love.

Even though I don’t know what I’m thinking about,
Thinking whether I want to finish this or not.
Until now, I haven’t felt anything like this.
You need somebody to love, too.
Somebody to love, too.
Go and break up with someone.
Go and look for someone else.
Somebody’s man, or their woman, just do it.
Who am I now?

With somebody.
To somebody.
Somebody’s man, or their woman, ask them,
Who are you now?

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
I need you right now,
So baby stay by my side.

I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.

You, you, oh you!
Baby!

When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody to love.

Tik, tik, tok, Time will never stop for us

Mega smile

Love does wonder.. I'm caught smiling to myself several times this week by my friends.. I'm so excited about everyday, knowing something exciting gonna happen on a brand new day.. I hope you are feeling the same too (:

I felt I could take on the world with just only you by my side ((:

Things are too good to be true.. Is it really what I think it is or I'm just living a dream? What if it is a wild goose chase again? Will I be able to take it again?

Is it just a sweet dream? A bubble, beautiful yet short-lived??

Around and around.. Time passes.. Couldnt believe the last time I blogged was abt one yr ago.. Guess my indulgence in K-pop was the main source to keep mind clear and running away from reality that time..

Life still the same as ever.. Mundane, simple and smooth sailing.. Series of trg one after another.. Rushing for lectures and lessons.. This isn't what I wanted.. I need a breakthrough.. I need a change..

God is still guiding me and He always does.. Yet, I sense myself hitting a low point soon.. Maybe I'm too comfortable and contended with what I have? But this contradicts myself current mundane lifestyle..

My guard towards others has raised compared to the past.. I'm more critical, cold, selfish.. I can't exactly explain this change in me.. Could it be that I was trying to keep myself shut in order to protect myself?

I have been hearing things.. Things I myself not sure if I could truly believe.. If its true, things that I wished and prayed for one year ago are in fact actually granted by God now.. Indeed, He listens to us.. But still, I can't read what are you actually thinking, feeling.. It felt like a rat race against myself.. Sometimes, all you need is to be brave, be confident in yourself.. You are much greater than who you think you are..

So pls wipe those tears away.. Say no more words of regrets..You are beautiful just the way you are.. God created you in the image of Himself.. He will mould and shape you to become the ultimate person He wanted you to be.. Be proud of who you are.. Raise your head cause He is always there for you, so am I..

Cry no more.. He does not come to us to bring us suffering and pain, but love and hope