I've found a friend who died for me

Around and around.. Time passes.. Couldnt believe the last time I blogged was abt one yr ago.. Guess my indulgence in K-pop was the main source to keep mind clear and running away from reality that time..

Life still the same as ever.. Mundane, simple and smooth sailing.. Series of trg one after another.. Rushing for lectures and lessons.. This isn't what I wanted.. I need a breakthrough.. I need a change..

God is still guiding me and He always does.. Yet, I sense myself hitting a low point soon.. Maybe I'm too comfortable and contended with what I have? But this contradicts myself current mundane lifestyle..

My guard towards others has raised compared to the past.. I'm more critical, cold, selfish.. I can't exactly explain this change in me.. Could it be that I was trying to keep myself shut in order to protect myself?

I have been hearing things.. Things I myself not sure if I could truly believe.. If its true, things that I wished and prayed for one year ago are in fact actually granted by God now.. Indeed, He listens to us.. But still, I can't read what are you actually thinking, feeling.. It felt like a rat race against myself.. Sometimes, all you need is to be brave, be confident in yourself.. You are much greater than who you think you are..

So pls wipe those tears away.. Say no more words of regrets..You are beautiful just the way you are.. God created you in the image of Himself.. He will mould and shape you to become the ultimate person He wanted you to be.. Be proud of who you are.. Raise your head cause He is always there for you, so am I..

Cry no more.. He does not come to us to bring us suffering and pain, but love and hope