I've found a friend who died for me

Ahhh, its the summer holiday.. Bye bye to Year 2 and moving on to Year 3.. Highs and lows in Second year, but I'm glad it ended off pretty well towards the end. Guess it will be one of the most memorable period in my time in NTU.

2nd Sem was very tight. IHG, Hexis, Cult nite and followed closely by exams. I'm proud of certain achievements obtained in this sem.. Rugby got into semi. It was something that I took pride in.. Given the fact that i didnt have a very strong sport background (ever since I ballooned), along with no prior knowledge in Rugby, I was given the responsibility to lead the hall guys as captain. I glad most of the guys that been through rugby with me in year one returned in the 2nd yr, with greater passion and drive to win.. Mind that they are ppl without rugby background too. Rugby started in a mess initially,with diff set of problems from last yr. What last year lack of guys to play initially was replaced by the lack of a proper coach to mentor the team. Not saying that last year coaching was very gd to, since the coach wasnt around most of the time last yr.. Seniors tried to step up and help out in training (which is suppose to be gd) but cause we didnt have a proper system/ foundation last yr, everyone was teaching different things. This was one of my greatest regrets for rugby.. I bet the juniors were confused. Thank God Ziqi became our coach and strict disciplines were drilled into us. Our team started to take some form, with every member has a role and position to play. Compared to last year, we know what we are doing, where we are running, we know what rugby is truly abt. I too thx the addition of Evan, Ronald, Vishnu, Kenneth Wong, Daiqi to the team and both Esmond/ Jonathan despite not an official squatters to play for us. These new additions meant alot to the team and I'm glad to be able to entrust Evan the role of Captaincy for next academic yr. Though rugby will lose a few players due to graduating snr (Jerome, thx for the support all the while), and probably Alvin and Pohshen due to final yr, weeyong due to exchange, I hope to find more ppl with passion n drive to join rugby next sem. Afterall, our team is not an all-start team but one with 100% hardwork. I was hoping the Rugby to win the best Sport Team of the Year though. Cause i really feel that we put in alot of effort though we dun win the medals.. Anyway, thanks Rugby 2010/2011.. Members - Forwards: Me, ZiQi, WeeYong, PohShen, Ronald, Kenneth Kum, Vishnu, Esmond Backs: GareRern, Edwin, DaiQi, PinLon, Alvin, Kenneth Wong, Gabriel, Jonathan, Syafiq, Bryan, Evan. Thanks..

Hockey and Softball didnt perform up to standard though.. Esp softball, we didnt have enough training for whole year.. Hockey had the potential to go far, but we underestimated our opponent though.. Gotta try harder next yr.. Cheer and Dance were disappointing too.. We trained so hard, esp for cheer.. Hmmm, at least we bonded well during that period. Oh well, there is always next yr..

Last 2 months of the sem were the best, in fact most enjoyable one.. My life has been rather mundane before, esp after what has happened one yr before.. I dunno what was the biggest factor that led to this change, but its a change that i asked for.. I'm glad God placed her in my life, to change my attitude towards how i'm living my life, to remember how it feels to be loving and be in love again. At times, i do wonder what lies ahead of us. All the uncertainties, esp when she graduating while i still got 2 more years to go.. Both of us are God-loving and fearing, so i hope God will bless our relationship. I know she been through alot in the past, alot of the time hurt by others.. I want to protect her, love her, be there for her and in other to do that, i need God to give me the wisdom and heart to do so, so that she will never need to go through another painful relationship. I will treasure you and love you, and God shall be our witness.

Now that she is currently in europe to enjoy her graduation with her friends, I pray for her safety while wish that she continues to have fun.. Missing her right now..

you drive me crazy.. thinking of you.. guess that the power of love

Lesson of the Day:

Life is short. You can either choose to complain that roses have thorns or be glad that thorn bushes have roses.

One Thing, Two Perspectives. Be Positive or Negative. Live life to the Fullest or Sulk it Away.

God gave us humans the Freedom of Choice because He loves us. Do we Treasure or Waste it away? Something for me to ponder about and learn.

Empowered by Him and You everyday

이선희 [Lee Seon-Heui] – 여우 비 (Yeo-u Bi/Fox Rain) from My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho

TRANSLATION

I still don’t understand love
So I can’t get any closer
But why does my foolish heart keep pounding?
I’m haunted by you again and again
I just can’t get away
This hopeless love
Hurts my heart so much
Going from day to night
You’re all I think about
Being so pitiful and silly
What should I do?
The heart follows love
What am I going to do?
This hopeless love
Hurts my heart so much
Going from day to night
You’re all I think about
Being so pitiful and silly
What should I do?
The day when my pain fades away
Will that day ever come?
Being so pitiful and silly
What can I do after all?
The moonlight is so beautiful
I just can’t get away
Let me lie down by your side for a moment
A moment, just a moment

Being so pitiful and silly. What am I going to do? Just a moment, its only a dream right?

If we continue to see each other as "2nd", what the whole point getting together in the 1st place? Am I not worthy enough?

Somebody to Love by Big Bang

Somebody to love.
Can you hear me?
I want somebody to love.
Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

I’ve been waiting for today.
I’ve kept thinking about it.
We’ve had so many hard times throughout this relationship, girl.
How many time have we crossed paths?
Falling for you every time.
I just can’t figure these things out at all, what should I do?
So, you still don’t know me well?
Excuse me, miss.
If you’re still not sure about this, then,
I’ve got you, babe.
I’m gonna protect my girl, don’t doubt.
Don’t try testing my love right now, girl.
I’m different from other guys.
I know what you’re wanting right now, girl!

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

I can’t get over last night,
Your beauty held me so tight.
(Just two of us.)
Not enough, tell me what’s wrong with you, girl.
I’ll listen to it all, everything that you want to say, captain.
Take my hand.
Be my angel.
Ring my bell.

The feeling inside my heart is making its’ way to you.
As I close my eyes and sit, I’m being driven over.
Tik, tik, tok, Time will never stop for us.
Don’t stop.
Don’t be afraid, open your heart up.
Make it bounce, make it bounce, make it bounce.

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody to love.

Even though I don’t know what I’m thinking about,
Thinking whether I want to finish this or not.
Until now, I haven’t felt anything like this.
You need somebody to love, too.
Somebody to love, too.
Go and break up with someone.
Go and look for someone else.
Somebody’s man, or their woman, just do it.
Who am I now?

With somebody.
To somebody.
Somebody’s man, or their woman, ask them,
Who are you now?

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
Just to stop all of this searching now.
I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.
Before tonight ends without anything.

Somebody to love!
Somebody to love.
I need you right now,
So baby stay by my side.

I want somebody to love.
Some-somebody to love.

You, you, oh you!
Baby!

When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
When I say “Somebody”,
Then you say “To-to love.”
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody.
To love.
Somebody to love.

Tik, tik, tok, Time will never stop for us