I've found a friend who died for me

could't fall aslp so tink tat i should update my blog fer now.. same old worries, revision for mid-yr not ready yet.. abt 1 more week to go n the papers ar cuming in.. gp was horrible.. guess not going to do veri well for tis exam..

phone broke down too.. blame myself for throwing it around.. now hav to switch to the LG (Life's gay by xin) phone which is not veri user-friendly.. but dun tink im gonna use tis fer long.. eying on the nokia n91.. pretty cool.. juz where to get the money??

hav been drawing money from my bank after applying for the atm last month.. lacking of discipline over money issue.. tinking of canceling the atm card..

yesterdae was father's dae.. everyone turned up for the celebration wif my grandfather.. i guess tis "family" is bonded by my grandfather now.. once he is gone, i bet tat everyone will go their wae.. im fine wif it anyway.. i never like my uncles in the 1st place.. they ar bastards tat throw my grandfather around n refusing responsiblility to take care of him as sons.. instead, the daughters' family ar doing the job.. im not trying to sae tat its not our responsibility to take care of him.. juz tat i felt tat it was not fair.. all my grandfather wans is to spend some quality time wif his "sons".. yet, one by one came by wif absurb excuses to push the responsibility.. one is a ex-gambler tat almost ended up wif a broken marriage.. another one wif another wife.. cant take it.. dun understand why my parents can put up wif it.. even my "aunty in-law" is an ass.. keep boasting how wonderful he was.. now my grandfather is suffering from depression, thanx to all of them.. i wun bother to acknowledge them once my grandfather is gone..

im not going to go down wifout a fight.. the more u wan to suppress, the more i will retailate.. i will show u who is the real loser out dere.. one by one.. time to show the assertive side of me...