I've found a friend who died for me

After nearly mia for a year, i think its almost time for me to resume blogging.. some much has happened.. I'm in uni now, after hoping to start on it so early one yr ago..

life is so complicated.. with every further step u take in life, the more u discover that life is so different from what you percieve in the past. Those were the days when we were still so naive...

still, I'm glad that God provided me all these time.. Despite the fact that I distance myself from God at times or chose to challenge God by doing things the way I deem fit, He still does not leave me. He is constantly by my side, and even carried me when times were really tough n difficult.. Thank you Lord..

And now here I am facing a whole new set of problems and challenges that I have never been through before.. I pray for strength, wisdom and guidance from You.. Pls lead me, mold me, remind me, though I might try to do things my way.. "My Rule, My Way".. haha, how I used to live by this set of motto in the past.. hopefully, such days are over with God by my side..

I will do my best to resume blogging as much as possible.. Paul kinda inspired me to do so.. Life is full of mysteries and awe.. So much for us to remember and note. Just like His grace... I believe with this, I can constantly remind myself how blessed am I to be a child of God..

Never have I ever been in such a situation. And with my decision made, not solely myself but with God too, I will give all I got into this "wait". Who knows where will it leads me, but I know I would definitely regret for life if I let this pass without give it a shot.. And of course, I know He is with me too..

Yes, this is my story...

When the music stops, it points down to one... You...